Response to that heinous title.

I feel urges like yours but it is to strangle you to death because of what you did. I know it is wrong but, I get extreme pain EXTREME PAIN JUST BY READING THIS BECAUSE SOMEHOW I FEEL THE PAIN IT WENT THROUGH. CRAZY HUH. So I figure if I could get rid of those that create the sickening feelings inside me than it would go away. The fact remains. I AM NOT WEAK FOR FEELING THESE URGES TO MURDER YOU. I AM ON THE CONTRARY VERY VERY STRONG, AS I HAVE MAINTAINED CONTROL AND NOT ACTED UPON THESE AWFUL FEELINGS. I am the strongest person I’ve ever known because I really want to kill people that are so weak and vile they cannot control the sickening monster inside them.
Kudos to us whom have developed monsters purely due to the actions perpetrated against us and others we love and care for, by the very actions of those to weak to control the monster that lives within them. (Created likely by another with a monster and so on and so on.)
How lucky some are, yes? That, but for our strength and silence, you get to live.
God forgive me for the emotion but, Grant me thy Mercy as I will never allow a monster to conquer my soul.